From School
Here’s for those of you who want to hear my emo whining at school:
“8:10 AM
Im sitting in my seat,
looking out tinted window (maybe so we cant see?)
and daydreaming of warm beaches and purpose
This teacher is writing random 84762hjhfsdh” on the board
and im done looking at it
I’m so tired of wasting my time
I feel like life is set on repeat
and i no longer have any original thoughts (if i ever did?)
My art is becoming routine
My friends are becoming routine
and im getting tired of not having anything to look forward to.
I tried optimism
It didnt work
I miss waking up and thinking about what i was going to do today
now i exist
nothing more
I hate this shitty feeling
It’s 8:16 AM, and im ready to go.